I was nauseous last Monday. Believe me, I was really pale and it felt like everything around me was turning. It's a miracle how I got to the clinic alone from the ground floor. [P103, Ground Floor - the Clinic, 4th Floor]
So the next day, Tuesday, yesterday, I had to get a blood count. And boy, they had to take a sample of my blood. Ugh. The needle. I saw a glimpse of my blood in the tube and it was kinda chunky, eww.
Then yeah, I got my results today. My blood count is adequate. Nothing wrong. We almost thought I have anemia. The physician said that its just fatigue and lack of sleep. Yeah. Makes sense. So she prescribed that I take vitamins and some rest.
I could follow the vitamins but the rest? How the heck am I gonna rest with all these things going on? I need to write articles for the publication. Take photos of the Intramurals next week, the Gag Show and commercial for Comm1 class. There's a lot of things going on my mind that I can't even relax. Budgeting the money for the house. Deciding what to shop for. Going to the attorney and all that stuff.
How the heck am I gonna rest properly??
Everyone's telling me to get a break. HOW?!
Everyone's asking me to take a day-off. I can't! It's hard to catch up.
I appreciate that everyone's worrying about me but, I just can't seem to get a break. Even though I'm in bed, I'm still worrying. Even though I get a day-off, I'm still going crazy thinking of what to do.
Can't I just stop for one semester?
-Pause-
I didn't say that. No way. Ugh, gosh. Please, I really need a break. But the question is. When? and How?